….well what I am remembering is a crowded room lots of medics around really and um somebody more or less well almost in a straight jacket really that’s what I am remembering anyway you know. It is a mental hospital and the person is - is having shock treatment – and - its close to the bone really – I - I have never been there but I have known people that are close to it - it does - it just – I - I just think its such an awful thing to happen to anybody and - I would just hate it if - somebody close to me you know has experienced it - also the person being operated on isn’t on view at all really its kind of like its been hidden away you know - its not particularly sterile its more overpowering kind of situation I think really and somebody more or less really at their you know out of it really so that they are - they have the power really - and its really about the feeling of people you know - all hands on deck really - and this person…